I’ve been having a weird anger/negativity streak running through me since yesterday at work. I am getting a little too angry/passionate for my liking about some work related issues. I want to be less concerned about these issues and just more positive in general. It has been bothering me since last night along with a worry vibe that I sometimes get. Yesterday I let some things get under my skin so I went in today with positive thoughts and tried to keep true to them, but that weird negativity and anger crept back in again. I cam home, laid off of the work out b/c I also had a sinus headache from the cold that’s working its way out of me and I did the Cauldron of Transformation Meditation from Ariel that Celestite so kindly introduced me to. I feel I have banished those angry negative feelings now, but I still have the worry vibe going on a bit. Solar plexus must need cleansing.
The worry may be b/c my 2nd laser tattoo removal session is scheduled for tomorrow (no…I am not having the whole thing removed…just certain parts) and last time it was quite involved, tender, blistered and large. I have been doing visualizations that its going to turn out just how I want it to in the end, but I still have the worry vibe.
Here’s how it looks today:
The main differences between today and my last session 12 weeks ago is that the areas that got lasered seem to have a slight brownish tinge now and the white ink at the very bottom has turned gray. Some very small spots are almost skin colored again. The lighting in the new pic is a bit darker, but I am hoping that the 2nd session will end up being much more noticeable. I do know that this process will take about 2 years. I hope I have much less discomfort this go round.
So…depending on how I feel, I hope to perform my Spring Equinox ritual tomorrow. I will be celebrating in my heart. I just realized its actually a great thing that I am getting this laser session done on the Spring Equinox since its all about renewal! I will be visualizing wonderful results.